|Kicking It Old School, Yo.|
Eye ContactHold these thoughts
You are a
You are waiting
for the flowers
to murder you.
You are drugged up
on mental chemicals.
You are lonely.
You are every dark secret
every act of kindness.
You are nothing
But do not believe for a second
that you are a ghost,
drunk on freedom.
The woman with the stroller
The man rubbing his glasses
with his mouth half open
and the white-knuckled toy
and watch as if
the whole world were new
and a man who could pass through
walls and skin
was something special
and worth attention.
I don't get people. I don't get why I have this need to be around them. Because all that happens is I end up getting hurt in the end and I come out worse than I was before.
Why do people pull stuff like this? Especially when it's so hurtful, especially when I note how hurtful stuff like this is to me. Like how do you think I got these problems in the first place? People are willing to listen but when it actually comes down to it they end up doing the same exact things that created the problem in the first place.
I'm just done. I don't get why I live or what the worth of that really is. I want to live because I'm selfish and nothing scares me more than death but I don't get the merits of actually having me here.
The Sillehest Of The Silleh Woofs:
1: Has paranoia problems
2: (I forgot Someone tell me please D: )
3: Now with more SILLEH (ended 1/15)
4: The Depressed Cloud Cuckoolander (1/15 - 4/13)
5: Fragile! Handle With Care (4/13- 6/13)
6. I'll Believe In Anything (6/13-8/13)
7. Your Friend On The Cliff (8/13-1/20)
8. A Thing That Doesn't Matter (1/20-11/18)
9. People Are Evil (11/18-12/26)
10. I am sorry for existing (12/26-12/14)